Fikri ngmong YKS melulu:(
gimana sihh ihh dia mahh emang beda
kocak bangettt, kan gak enak juga kalo setiap hari kayak gini-_-
kan kepala mumet ngmongin kyk ginian melulu
apasih yag lain kek...
kan gedeg jadinya-_-

sorry, I didn't say it from the start
sorry, I just said something stupid that you will never understand what you meant
sorry, I love the two hearts can not explain
sorry, I accept because I want to try to forget

I STILL LOVE HIM UNTIL NOW, I'M SORRY: (
I'm stupid and I know it.
however, I am sorry to have to do it for you.

-Hour Lifeless

You have only seen yourself two times.


Taking a picture and looking at the image and staring in the mirror and looking your reflection.


You don't get to see the way your eyes light up when you talk about something you love. and you can never see how beautiful you look when you really smile.


It's really is kinda sad that you never actually seen yourself.

- Hour Lifeless

where are you now? without giving any clarity a?
I love you, but where are you now?
I need you, need you here
I missed you...
I really missed you, I missed that always makes me smile
missed you were reminded to eat, sleep, pray
where are you now? The exact 5 days you do not give me the news
I miss you, I need you, sorry, if I was the reason you disappeared

Let it go - Demi Lovato

The snow glows white on the mountain tonight,Not a footprint to be seen.A kingdom of isolation and it looks like I'm the queen.The wind is howling like the swirling storm inside.Couldn't keep it in, heaven knows I tried.
Don't let them in, don't let them see,be the good girl you always had to be.Conceal, don't feel, don't let them know.Well now they know.
Let it go, let it goCan't hold it back anymoreLet it go, let it goTurn my back and slam the doorAnd here I stand and here I'll stayLet it go, let it goThe cold never bothered me anyway
It's funny how some distance makes everything seem smallAnd the fuse that once controlled me, can't get to me at all.Up in here in the cold wind air, I finally can breathe.I know I left a life behind, but I'm too relieved to grieve.

Sampe kapan kayak gini?

sampe kapan gua tanya?

udah jadian, gaada usahanya gitu ngajak ngobrol gua?

lu tuhh maunya apa?

lu tau gak sih kalo lu itu COWO?

ohh atau jangan-jangan lu lupa kalo lu itu COWO?

wah wah lama-lama bisa aja kok gua benci sama lu!

gua mau lu berubah FIKRI!

-Hour Lifeless

I remember when the first time I managed to see both your eyeballs see both my eyes, for the first time. I remember all the feelings that arise when dibibirmu smile makes my heart continues to beat irregularly. I remember how my brain trying to make you smile when I hear what I say. I REMEMBER IT ALL!

-Hour Lifeless

They say that humans only have three things to make him happy in his life:
1. Loved ones
2. Something to do
3. Something expected

It's a bit like a shooting star with me ....
Every time just pass away without force or meaning.
Only occasionally convey its beauty.
Then quickly forgotten.

-Hour Lifeless

FIKRI CEMEN
COWO MACAM APA ITU?
NGAJAK NGOBROL?ENGGA-_-
MANGGIL AJA?ENGGA-_-

CEMEN BANGET PARAH SUMPAHH-__-

-Hour Lifeless

Dia kalo bales itu lama banget tau-__-
kan malahan tambah BADMOOD-_-
Kesel engga sih._. tapi ya gitu...

coba aja dia punya line gitu?
kan kalo pake line banyak emotnya kan seru jadinya
bikin ke gitu elahhh ga ada usahanya-_-

BADMOOD PARAHH JADINYA~

-Hour Lifeless

I don't know what I feel?
You could say I'm happy: D
You could say I was scared-_-
And you could say I'm jealous._.

1. Happy?
     That there he was at my side for today's.
2. Scared?
     Excitement that he would give me.
3. Jealous?
      He will return to the past.

-Hour Lifeless

Ya, kalian benar
Kami terlalu muda untuk mengenal cinta
Kami terlalu kecil untuk mencintai dan dicintai

Tapi kami tau apa selamanya...
Kami tau apa kasih sayang...
Kami mampu mencintai...
Kami berhak dicintai...

Apa kalian tau apa itu 'AKU CINTA KAMU'?
Apa kalian tau apapun tentang kami?

Mereka tidak tahu seberapa istimewanya kamu
Mereka tidak tahu apa yang telah kamu lakukan pada hatiku
Mereka tidak tahu rahasia kecil kita
Mereka tidak tahu apapun tentang kita
AND ALL OF OUR PRECIOUS MOMENTS...

Karena yang mereka tahu,
Hanya semua perkataan yang tak mereka mengerti

Mereka hanya iri, tidak bisa merasakan hal ini
Mereka hanya iri, tidak bisa mengenal ataupun mengerti semua ini
Mereka hanya iri, cinta ini begitu kuat

Tapi akan ku tunjukkan pada dunia dan mereka
KAU-MILIKKU

-Hour Lifeless

Flickering stars have passed away, the glow has faded stretch. and faithful living, just a pair of their own point of view.
Good love is a love that understands, that to give up is a part of love itself.

-Hour Lifeless

~Your the reason that she wake up in the morning and cry~
~Love what you see, Hate what's to be~
~Boy can't you see that she cares the world for you and you just run away~
~She writes to show her feelings, but lately all she has been writing about was you
~If you wanna see a rainbow you got to make it through the rain...
  If you wanna see true love you got to make it through the pain
~You try to get attitude with her she turns and says "I'm to old for this now"
~The stars in the midnight sky reflects the feelings she has for you... There is way to many to count
~She wants to tell you how much she loves you, but it is better if she shows you
~Everytime you look at her she gets dizzy, Everytime you talk to her she gets butterflies in her stomach, Everytime you touch her she has no clue what to do.
~See me like no one else has... Show me what I need to see...and love me like we will never be together again
~Love me like I will die tomorrow... Laugh at me like I will never be there again... Live with me in peace until the day I die
~I wanna see the world in your point of view, but you have to let me in your heart first
~Killing my self trying to get over you. It just don't seem to be happening my way
~Can't you see the reason she smiles so much is so that you will like her although she would much rather be crying right about now
~You use to talk to me about everything. Then I told you how I really felt and that I liked you. You just walked away saying you were sorry~
~Life gets harder and the pain gets worse and worse, but i know that one day I will enjoy this life and the pain will be worth it~
~Just love me for tonight and I will leave you alone for life~

-Hour Lifeless

Love has not an exact definition, but the meaning in not impossible to find, with you by my side.

Since the day we're together, I have been the happiest and luckiest girl in the world, to have you here right next to me.

Love might not be a complicated word to say, but to describe it, it's almost impossible. It's a feeling of pleasure but not exactly pleasure for oneself.

There are different types of Love, but loving you is yet the best there is.

If you fall down, you'll always have me by your side to pick you up and persue you to keep going and trying your very best.

-Hour Lifeless

There is a lost world of my world when you were not there
No sound is gone out of my head when you're not there
Maybe you do not remember how to shape my smile when I smile just for you
Maybe you do not remember how my voice when I talk to you

Things that had to be not just the things for us
Sometimes I found you in my heart but not I greeted deliberately
Sometimes I hear in the winds inserts but intentionally missed

Time he would take me to it
To a time when I no longer have accidentally missed you
He would patiently led me there
To a period where you're not afraid to hug something love
I hope enough time to know me until later when they want to greet my turn



Got to love you completely...

-Hour Lifeless

The List

List of questions that I always ask:
1. Until when is this happening?
2. Why should you?
3. Why do I love you?
4. What is it all true?
5. How long will I have to endure?
6. How long will I have to wait?
7. What a feeling this is true?
8. Was I wrong to choose?
9. How can I meet you?
10. Who are you?
11. Why did this happen so fast?
12. Is the opposite?
13. What happened exactly?
14. When you say it?
15. What should I do?

-Hour Lifeless

''No Need Finding the perfect person to complete our lives just simply looking for someone who can understand the advantages and disadvantages in our own''

Uncertainty that are too long, so long dependence, chaos and instability that always comes it always happens. inability to think positive, that always comes is negative.
Sometimes I hate, sometimes I love you still tucked behind my hatred for your heart. behind everything also I still have fear. Afraid of things that can never be explained, fear one thing, one thing that can never be explained in words.

-Hour Lifeless

Why do I have to wait?

Why do you always make me wait for uncertainty?

Why do you always make me confused?

Thing you never know is my heart is always waiting until whenever.

All of the questions I always ask and all the confusion that I always think of only one answer.

one answer you would say, one of the most meaningful answers and the answers that can answer all of them.

Only time will tell everything.

Tell me if you know what you're supposed to tell me

Tell if you're ready to say

And tell me if you know what's best for you

I WILL WAIT~

-Hour Lifeless

A Dream

   When drops of rain began to fall, when the leaves begin to wet and when it comes wrapped in a cold morning dew.

I was sound asleep like a princess who does not know when to sleep wake up from their sweet dreams, dreaming of someone.

Dreaming of standing among the flowers colorful gardens and beautiful stand with a prince.

Princes who controlled life dream life and his real life, smiles as he fell a sleep. Immediately awoke from his dream life and think 'what I should keep dreaming or try to find the prince?'

-Hour Lifeless